I've not written much of late. I mentioned that in the last
entry. Wonder why?
A while back it occurred to me that everything I did was for
the blog. I don't remember exactly which entry included the line: 'I record
impressions and write about them'. Perhaps around the time I visited my friend
in Suizhou? Whenever it was, I realized I was traveling for the sole purpose of
blogging, and not spending much time enjoying what I was doing. Not that I
don't enjoy blogging.
One thing I've grown tired of is doing everything by myself.
For most of my life, solitary pursuits have been my quest. Traveling by myself
just isn't fun anymore. Gary, the perfect travel companion for me, is busy
getting his friend's business off the ground while also managing his affairs.
With my liberal schedule, I often find myself taking to the rails and roadways
alone. I should find other traveling buddies.
Another reason is that I have fallen into a very comfortable
life. Not exactly mundane, but nothing remarkable. I teach, and have a lot of
fun doing so. I travel and enjoy seeing new things. Culture, social
differences... there are still things to write about, but can I do so with
authority?
Can this blogger write satisfying entries without
sacrificing the joy of experiencing?
I've yet to find middle ground. I've gone from one extreme
to the other: from living to blog to living without blogging about every single
thing.
Bear with me, please. There are still adventures to be had,
still places to visit, still mountains to climb. And now that I feel so much
better, climbing mountains seems a fine idea! Besides, aren't you happy I'm not
writing about my health anymore?
Just let the weather warm up a little, and then off I go.
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